Cut Me Off Like Necrotic Flesh

I am not gonna lie, I like the Twilight books and I own all of them. I think it's because of the love story and how easy it is to read. A nice break from some of my other darker books. I am however getting so effing sick of seeing the movie previews, and all the gay ass merchandising. Nothing like selling your soul to the devil... I will see the movie, when it comes out on DVD. I really don't think I will see it in theaters at this point because I know there is no possible way it is marginally as good as the book. (without sounding racist here...)They effed up in the first movie when they cast Laurent as a black vampire... And you know they did it for a "token" black person. Honestly... I know, no matter how I say it, it sounds horrible. But, that's how I feel and I am totally allowed to feel that way.

This last week at work has been rough and depressing. I have had the urge to start screaming (or worse, hitting/smacking) at my employees... They are just acting so... So... I don't know. Childish, immature, uncaring, etc. The saddest fact about this: THEY ARE ALL OLDER THAN ME! I am still the youngest employee in my office, yet one of the most senior; both in position and behavior. I mean, I am all for having fun at work, it makes it more bearable. That's why I have tried so very effing hard to implement new things to make it more fun. I work in one of the most stressful industries; we need to have fun. But when people are rude, ungrateful, bitchy, whiny, and complacent it just makes me want to shut down or blow up.

What's worse? Working with all these "adults" who act like they are in high school. If someone isn't feeling all cheery and happy or is in an antisocial mood, someone inevitably gets all butt hurt and starts asking, "Is she mad at me?" or "I don't think she likes me." or "What's wrong with her?" .... O.o .... This seriously reminds me of high school, and how I was always the one who was asked those questions about someone, and I always just wanted to yell, "IF YOU CARE SO MUCH WHY DON'T YOU CALL HER?!" I know this was because I was pretty much the only person this other person really spent regular intervals of time with... And now I am starting to ramble...

My pizza is done, and after I eat pizza I am making some apple crisp!