Practically Puking

Okay, so I told my boss/friend that I am planning on submitting my resume to Collin's company to try for a job up there. I really don't want to upset anyone but I HAD to tell her before I did it or I would never forgive myself. Now I just need to write up and ad for my replacement, in the off chance I get this job. I am telling myself I won't and I am hoping that if I don't the people I work with won't treat me any differently for having tried. I don't know, it's been stressing me out to the point that I have been having little anxiety attacks all morning. It's the whole the grass ain't always greener and blah blah blah. But if I got it, the financial freedom it would bring me and Collin would be amazing, not that we are stressing about money right now, but the Nissan may be on it's way out and we can't get a new car until our credit cards are paid off/down, and at this rate that would be YEARS (about three). So yeah, the pros greatly outweigh the cons, I think. And honestly, all I am doing is submitting my resume, there is no guarantee on this that I will even land an interview. I'll post more later tonight I think....

Peace Out To All My Homies