Ah Yes, But I Have A Lower Center Of Gravity On My Knees

**Now proceed to laugh so hard you mess yourself**

I said this the other night, and as the words escaped my mouth both Collin and I started laughing so freaking hard. We are dirty minded individuals...

This week had it's ups and downs. Thankfully mostly ups. Some of those could mean big changes for my future, but I am ready and excited for them to happen. One of the big positives from the week was that the two people who weren't speaking to one another finally spoke to one another, and now we are like one big happy family in the office again. Honestly, for the most part work has been going great. Which, as awesome as it is, makes some things even more difficult for me. I still plan on attempting to get a job at the state and I am getting closer and closer to that goal, I think. For the most part, I believe I know how I am going to resign from my current position should the need arise. It's like a bad breakup though, and I know it is going to hurt and be emotional, but I need to do this for me, and Collin too I guess. Even my mom told me I need to do it.... Ha ha! If you don't know, as much as I love her, my mother and I have a rather strained relationship. Thankfully, I have a wonderful husband and great friends (outside of the office) who are helping me cope with the stress and anxiety it has been causing me. Hopefully tomorrow I get to see one of those wonderful friends!

Today I am taking care of all the domestic responsibilities; laundry, paying bills, etc. And since I am pretty much finished with that (except the last two loads of laundry to dry and put away, but they're just towels and blankets...) I am debating on what I want to do next.... Should I doodle in my sketch book? Watch a movie? Go for a drive? Read? Write a letter to my aunt? Go to the park? The eff if I know... But I am going to go do something....

I might change my hair color in the near future. I am not sure what I want to change it to... I know I want to keep it darker, but maybe more natural shades (Personally I feel that purple is a "natural" shade, since the color does occur in nature, but there may be some out there that don't agree...). I don't know, I will have to talk to LeeAnn (or as I like to call her, "Super Awesome Hair Stylist"). I'm thinking maybe a really dark brown (like one up from black) and some rich caramel highlights... Or deep red highlights.... Oh the choices.... Like I said, I'll need to consult LeeAnn....

I am going to go find something more exciting to do now...