... No, I am not depressed, I just really like that line.
Anyshizzle. I have decided (as a promise to myself) I am not going to distance myself from people just to make other people feel comfortable... If it bothers them they need to be able to say so. And I will then inform them to suck it... How is that a way to live one's life? Distancing themselves from people in fear of someone else's reaction. PLUS, my personal life is just that: PERSONAL...
The clouds have rolled in down here, and the forecast can't make up it's mind whether we could see freezing rain or snow or both tonight, and they aren't quite sure as to the when. Being the obsessive compulsive type this has me check the National Weather Services website for Salem constantly; checking the radar, seeing if they have updated the Winter Weather Advisory that will be in effect from 5pm today until 6pm tomorrow, etc... I really REALLY would like to make it to the store after work before it starts... My boss suggested I go on my lunch, but I explained to him I had a lot I needed to get and the effing store is a zoo at lunch time, so I wouldn't have enough time... If it is just snowing when I get off work I will go, but if there is any ice shit going on I am just going home and I will suck it up and deal with it tomorrow when everything is supposed to melt... Best laid plans etc etc etc... I have learned that time and time again, especially this week.
Last night when Collin and I were going to sleep I realized that the "sound machine" was turned down and I couldn't hear it (it makes the ocean sound and helps me sleep... What can I say? I was born on the coast.) so I asked Collin to turn it up. He did and then asked me if it was too loud. I said, "No. The worst thing that will happen is I will wake up in the middle of the night screaming, 'AAHHHH! WE'RE DROWNING!!!'" I slept through the night sans dreams of the ocean... At least as far as I know... I don't remember any significant dreaming from last night.
Yesterday was a stressful day at work, but me being the sarcastic smart ass I am dealt with it. At one point I was on the phone with the CEO and she asked if I had any rabbits I could pull out of my hat. Totally serious I replied, "All my rabbits are dead..." Luckily she laughed, but I was dead serious, my magic hat is tapped out. At least it was yesterday, today hasn't been to bad aside from the sketchy weather forecast. It is currently above freezing... Well it was an hour ago at a hot thirty three degrees. Crap. Waiting for the hourly update....
Hmmm... I guess I should make a go at getting some more shit done...
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